You won't find it here

Hey.. I got funny (or stupid) pic from the web. It happened in India. hahaha..
This pic makes me feel better. At least, it happened in other country, not just here in my country.
I wonder.. why risking our live just for a transportation?
We can walk, or bicycle, horses etc. that less risk.

You know you're in love with a girl if you cannot stop thinking about her. She's always there inside your mind like an irritating commercial jingle that you just can't shake. Your ego sometimes gets hoarse in telling you to 'get a grip' somehow, but she just keeps hovering in your mind's eye.

You know you love a girl when you ache and you bleed for every frown you see in her face, for every tear that she sheds. When you can see that she's in pain, or troubled, you feel this gnawing need to do something, say something... just to make her smile again..

You know you're in love with a girl when her face seems to be the most beautiful one God ever made. You may know deep inside that she's not really pretty and is only sometimes cute. But there are just no other pair of eyes you long to see twinkle, no other mouth that can invite yours for a kiss...

You are really loving a girl if you exert extras (for you hate sitting down and capturing words into physical form).... when you set aside
some money to buy her things...when you go out of your way to treat her like a princess....when you explore other avenues to share with her...when you literally do research for something new to delight her with...

You'll know that you're loving a girl when you respect her. When you give her your trust, open up to her, is honest with her. You hear what she tells you and try not to hurt her with a different opinion. Not that you can't have a different view,it's just that you treat hers
with equal regard as your own...You don't and you won't sully her memory with lies or put-downs even if you are no longer together...

You know you're in love when you keep your promises. And You're loving when you watch what promises you make in order to better keep them...

You're really loving a girl when you start seeing a potential lifetime partner with her. When you see her qualifying for the role of mother to your future kids. And when you see her cradling a baby in her arms, your body quakes with the thrill of sweet anticipation for the time that she'll be holding your baby with her. When you no longer mind that she's getting wider in the hips. When her morning breath no longer unnecessarily grosses you out. When you've seen her vomit and you've seen her tumble and you've seen her get wet in the rain....And still, you want to be with her...

You're in love with a girl who you accompany her home, not because you just want to prolong the tender bliss of being with her...but also because you will never rest easy that night if you can't personally guarantee she's safe in her home...and...you start to dislike her
friends who are keeping her out till late and not bringing her home...And you get over-anxious and really worried while watching and waiting for her to call you and tell you that she is, finally, tucked in bed...

You're probably in serious heart trouble if, after bringing her home, you agonize on how long you still have to wait before you and her
will be going home to one same house...and sleeping in the same bed...with
each other's arms around you as you settle for sweet dreams shared... You feel really sad that you'd have to travel alone in the night and come home only to not see her beaming face welcoming you...

And you know that this girl has really gotten under your skin when you
try not to sleep before she does...whether in bed or while you're traveling somewhere... And mainly because you want to just hold
her...and just watch her dream her tiredness away.... You try to skip from sleep for a while longer just enough to watch her
in all vulnerability...with her face stripped off of pretensions and tensions...

You know you're in love when you get mushy...and if you were romantic to start with, you get more so....you start humming common refrains of love songs. You start appreciating poetry...you start doodling and sketching and just saying her name over and over again.
You also start incorporating her in your secret dreams and wild fantasies...in your future goals and in your world...

You know you love her when you get hurt because she's angry at you...Whether you caused the anger or not. And you see yourself in
agony when she's disappointed in you...you dread the day that you'll see that one statement on her face...

You know you love a girl when she's the only one you seem to seek when you have good news....
And when she's the first person you think of running to, to hold you, to cry to...when things get rough or tough... when you seemingly become like a fountain of stories about yourself, your day, your dreams, your tribulations....when, unbeknownst to you, she has the
power to lighten your load by her mere presence... when comforting words and understanding from her direction make every day's challenges bearable...

You know you're in love when you are so aware and so keen on the present,while also seemingly living in a future you've envisioned to share with her..

You know you're seriously loving a girl, not when you find yourself unable to live without her...but you just don't want to be without her.
When you choose to live everyday being hers... having her....
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Currently listening on The Beatles - PS: I Love You.mp3

Don't you hate it when you see someone you know, someone you don't like, someone you've had an altercation with, or someone who really pissed you off out in public somewhere, and you don't know if you should acknowledge them or say something, or pretend like you don't see them, or something?

I hate that.

- bahwa selanjutnya untuk proses pengalihan kepemilikan nama domain d a n c o w . c o m, klien kami hanya bersedia memberikan kompensasi sebesar US$ 100 (seratus dolar Amerika Serikat) kepada Saudara;

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Itulah dia, sebagian cuplikan dari surat Somasi Final yang disampaikan oleh Pengacara L u b i s, S a n t o s a & M a u l a n a.
Ntah Apa orang ini. Percuma pengacara. Apa mereka pikir aku gak tau.. Somasi itu cumak 3 kali maksimum. Dan tak ada yg namanya Somasi Final. Nampak kali mau carik yg gratisan dan/atau murah semurah-murahnya. Kalo mau punya domain.. modal lah sikeeettt..... Tuih !!
Fuck Them....
Cumak dihargai 100 dolar? Bah !! No Way !!
Lagipula.. udah terlanjur aku fax sama pihak Verisign permohonan men-drop domain ini.

Mampus lah orang itu situ! Mati kauuuuuuuu !!! Fuck You Pengacara !!
Daftar aja Sendreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Itupun kalo bisa.... weeeeeeeekkkk

Akhirnya... setelah dipikir-pikir..... Gak Jadi Nyerah.... hehehehehehehe
Masih ada "sudden death" (kena demam piala dunia)

Mulai lagi aaah..
Tadi aku baru beli pulsa.. Sialan. Abis duit langsung. Asli gak berduit lagi. Di ATM tinggal 50 ribuan. hahahaha. Cuek beibeh.
Langsung telpon my bLub. Menghilangkan rindu buat sesaat. cieeeh....

Eh.. aku baru baca weblog nya si dodo.. hiks.. sedih.. Ayo dodo.. jangan nyerah gitu lah. Fight terus !! Selama Janur Kuning belum terpasang di depan rumah, selama Tenda Biru belum terbentang, selama peluit belum dibunyikan, the game is not over.... yet.

Jam 1:15 dini hari. Sekali lagi huruf-huruf itu datang dan menari-nari di otakku. Membuatku tak bisa tenang di kasur busuk ini. Entah udah brapa kali aku bolak balik dari kamar ke depan komputer ini. Resah.. gelisah.. gundah.. gulana.. seakan berkomplot menyerang ku. Hingga aku tak kuasa, kehilangan semangat untuk hidup. Kutarik lagi rokok starmild yang tinggal setengah ini. "Bikin hidup lebih hidup"... begitulah jargonnya. Tapi tetap tak kuasa membangkitkan semangat hidupku lagi. Rasanya tubuh ini hanya seonggok daging dan tulang yang diberi otak oleh "sesuatu yang maha".

Kupandangi lagi untaian huruf demi huruf ini. Tokh itu hanya huruf. Terlintas keinginan untuk membuang nya, tapi untaian huruf ini berontak dan mengkudeta disaat aku sedang menghadapi setumpuk masalah yang lain. Menusukku dari belakang disaat aku lemah tak bertenaga. Mengalahkan semangatku. Dan membunuh keinginan ku. Apa yang begitu kuatnya sehingga mampu melumpuhkan aku dan mengenyahkan semangat hidupku?

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Jam 2:22 pagi. Kupandangi lagi huruf-huruf yang telah kubuat. Kenapa terasa begitu lemah? Begitu tak berkuasanya melawan huruf-huruf yang telah berusaha membunuhku. Bahkan hanya merupakan penyerahan tanpa syarat. Apa yang terjadi? Sehingga bahkan huruf pun ikut menentang aku? Aku tak tahu.

Jam 3:19 pagi....... aku lemah lunglai...... menyerah!

Yes....
Akhirnya.. aku dapat Somasi Ketiga dari Pengacara Lubis Santosa & Maulana.
Menurut peraturan, Ini somasi terakhir. Somasi ketiga akhirnya berbuntut ke pengadilan.
Now.. Fuck Me !!

Somasi-3.doc

Tipe wanita berdasarkan CD nya:

1. CD sampe puser = LUGU
2. CD mini = NAKAL
3. CD berenda = keIBUan
4. Nggak pake CD = penuh pengertian ..